I am so fucking miserable. Maybe it’s the day or the weather. Maybe it’s my life or my situation. Maybe it’s because I’ve wasted my time. Maybe it’s because I haven’t felt anything for a very long time, besides hurt. Maybe I should try to make myself happy. Perhaps make the best of things? How can I make the best of the thing that makes me feel the worst? I think I need to be away for a while. Alone. Far.
